- focusinthechaos
- Aug 1
- 3 min read
While driving to work today, a familiar thought crossed my mind: What am I doing for the Lord? Should I be doing more? Perhaps I've missed His calling for my life and, consequently, for Him. I've never accomplished anything "great," such as starting a global movement or leading large Bible Study groups in a big church or stadium.
Then I heard the Lord's whisper in my ear. Let's talk about what you have done, Loni! You have led Bible studies for small groups, helped at women's events, you post my Word on your Bible Time on Facebook, as I asked you to do. Loni, you wrote, "What If?" at my prompting, and some have started reading the Bible for the first time or renewed reading My Word because of your obedience. You have prayed for people and make yourself available to others in need. You have had a relationship with me since you were a small girl, and have never walked completely away from Me. Even when you fell into sin, you answered my call to return to Me.
He also has recently reminded me to stop striving and just rest in Him. That is a hard thing to do when all my life I have been trying to "live up" to what I have created in my mind is "working" for Him, or what I "need" to do. He is teaching me to sit in the quiet before Him, meditate on His Word, and to be still.
I am created by Him, and my journey in following Him shouldn't lead me to compare my walk with others. I am the sole person who can walk my path. Similarly, you are the only one who can walk yours.
When I look at others in leadership, take Christine Caine, as an example. She is a well-known Bible teacher, author of many best-selling books, leads large groups of women at events teaching on the Bible. Upon prompting from the Lord, she started a world-wide ministry called A21, to rescue women from sex trafficking - all because she walked her path, stepped out in faith when God called her, even when it seemed impossible!
You know what God said to me when I asked Him why my path hasn't led to something big like that? He said your path is just as important. It is reaching those I want you to reach. This is your path, that is Christine's. I need workers for the masses, yes, and I need workers for the community around them. A smaller group, yes, but it's you I have called to reach these. A more personal, one on one calling.
I'm realizing that the key to our journey and connection with God is to follow the path He lays out for us without comparing it to others. No one else can walk my path or connect with the people I can in the way I do. My journey involves building friendships, assisting those in need, and staying focused on Him—that is my path.
My calling is as significant as that of any other believer, and it is uniquely my own. Your calling is equally important and distinctive. I hope this encourages you to pursue your journey. Not sure what that is? Spend time in the Lord's presence and allow Him to reveal it to you. Practice listening for His voice to understand how He communicates with you, and then follow the path He lights for you!





